If No One Will Listen

I have been listening to this song all day. It is one of those songs where you listen close to the words and realize how much you relate to it. And in this song the chorus says 

If no one will listen

If you decide to speak

If no one's left standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you

For what you really are

I will be here still

I feel that when the chorus says " I will be here still" I feel thats what God is telling me. Even if no one will listen

and after the bomb explodes inside no one is left standing and when people won't look at you nor accept you for what

you really are that God is still there and still here for me still. And I also feel like that is like some of the people in my life

they are there for me no matter what happens...I know a couple of wise people E and M have both told me that crying is not

a weakness but it shows strength. when the song said in the first line " Maybe no one told you there are strength in your tears"

I though mannn thats me... The song is called " If No One Will Listen" by Kelly Clarkson. I love it!

If No One Will Listen - Kelly Clarkson 

What I did

This is all I use to do until I met certain people who told me this was not goo to do! I cant do this anymore. I can have boundaries but no walls. Building walls is not the way to go just because you will never learn and you will never grow has a person mentally emotionally or even physically.

Lovely Weather

Today is such a beautiful day. The weather is absolutely gorgeous and the sun is shining there is a light breeze. Its one of those days where you want to go to the park to sit and relax. Whether you want to read a book or if you just want to journal. I have just truly been relaxing today. I got a lot accomplished, I cleaned my car out and now it looks so fresh and so clean! :-)

I hope this weather continuesss!!!!! Im loving it!